A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man (2010 - 2019) - An autobiographical essay with a fictional alter ego. A work in progress inspired by James Joyces novel with the same name. An experiment with a Hasselblad camera to rebuild and adjust the compartments to be able to record lived perspective. A failed attempt to peer into the developing consciousness of the protagonist. The project aim to distort the kind of photographic image representing apparent subjective experience. Hand made book printed 2017. Original prints 40x40 inch in an edition of five.