Papacookie / The Concept Hurts (2015) - A semi photographic essay on the struggle insisting on the impotent artistic gesture toward subjective emancipation of turning ones life into and auto-fictional narrative. A reflection on the attempt of aspiring to freedom without the perceptual means to attain it. The essay is responding to a poem by Miriam Atkin with the same title. An art book published 2015 by Bard Collage Press.